Yesterday night was an awkward day for me. When I first arrived for work, there was an elderly lady whose condition was deteriorating. I started to panic. At that point, the patient was for resuscitation. I was worried that I would be called in the event of a cardiac arrest, which will be my first real life experience as a newly grad doc....quite scary to be honest, regardless of how many times I have gone through the immediate life support algorithm during exams. However, a decision was made not to resuscitate her later on.
The lady finally did not make it till the next morning and passed away peacefully. It was such a sad occasion, as she was surrounded by a big group of family members, consisting of children and grandchildren. Everyone was in tears. I felt so sorry for them because the death was really unexpected. I was asked to certify her death.
Earlier on, before this incident, another man died as well. I was also asked to certify his death.
Approaching a dead person was quite awkward. I know what are the steps required to pronounce the person's death. But when faced with the situation I was actually rather nervous. It was really weird listening to a dead person's heart and chest. It was not totally silent. I could still hear some funny gurgling sounds. The person was also very cold to touch. And actually, while examining the patient, I was thinking, what if this person is not actually dead yet?? Would his spirit be agitated while I examine him/her?? It was really awkward. I was not really invovled in the care of these two deceased people. So I was not really upset about it.
Two deaths in a day's work....quite a sad day for those families. My condolences to them. As for me, I think I would be more comfortable touching the dead after today. Off to bed now.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Isn't A Wonder?
Isn't a wonder when everything don't seem to go right?
I kind of give up on some issues in life at the moment. Everyone starts complaining to me, that so and so has done this, why didn't you try to stop he/she. Everyone has their side of story. Only those who were involved would know what actually happened between them. One would say he/she said abcd, while the other person would say he/she said wxyz. So all I can do is listen and stay neutral in both issues, apologise to the person who felt hurt and advice the other not to repeat the thing anymore, or vice versa. But at the same time, both parties are not happy and frustrated with the way things are. I agree that an arguement will never solve the problem. And either way, I feel both are at fault for arguing with each other.
So, I am left with a dilemma which no one would understand. Everyone thinks that I'm trying to runaway. But in actual fact, I am not. I just am clueless as to what else I can do. If the other person does not want to listen to my ideas, for f*** sake, I can't do anything about it!! Or if the other person choose to continue informing about his/her thoughts or feelings, I can't do much about it either because the situation is already as it is. There is no way of changing back whatever happened. I mean, yes, I understand that everyone is feeling rubbish about the whole thing, but can't you guys just see through my situation?? Do you think it is so simple to listen and not react emotionally to what you guys said?? Isn't a wonder why you people just can't leave me in peace?? I am human too you know.
For the past few days, I felt absolutely miserable. And no one would ever get how I feel unless they are in my shoes. Honestly, don't start advising me that I should express my feelings (which I have tried and have always ended in arguement with either parties). Everyday, I just can't stop looking back at what has happened. But, I know that only time will let me cope with all these bumps in life.
I got to leave for work soon. Isn't a wonder how the brain switches off troubled thoughts away from these things during work? I hope that would be the case, at least! Otherwise, I would not be able to function properly tonight.
I kind of give up on some issues in life at the moment. Everyone starts complaining to me, that so and so has done this, why didn't you try to stop he/she. Everyone has their side of story. Only those who were involved would know what actually happened between them. One would say he/she said abcd, while the other person would say he/she said wxyz. So all I can do is listen and stay neutral in both issues, apologise to the person who felt hurt and advice the other not to repeat the thing anymore, or vice versa. But at the same time, both parties are not happy and frustrated with the way things are. I agree that an arguement will never solve the problem. And either way, I feel both are at fault for arguing with each other.
So, I am left with a dilemma which no one would understand. Everyone thinks that I'm trying to runaway. But in actual fact, I am not. I just am clueless as to what else I can do. If the other person does not want to listen to my ideas, for f*** sake, I can't do anything about it!! Or if the other person choose to continue informing about his/her thoughts or feelings, I can't do much about it either because the situation is already as it is. There is no way of changing back whatever happened. I mean, yes, I understand that everyone is feeling rubbish about the whole thing, but can't you guys just see through my situation?? Do you think it is so simple to listen and not react emotionally to what you guys said?? Isn't a wonder why you people just can't leave me in peace?? I am human too you know.
For the past few days, I felt absolutely miserable. And no one would ever get how I feel unless they are in my shoes. Honestly, don't start advising me that I should express my feelings (which I have tried and have always ended in arguement with either parties). Everyday, I just can't stop looking back at what has happened. But, I know that only time will let me cope with all these bumps in life.
I got to leave for work soon. Isn't a wonder how the brain switches off troubled thoughts away from these things during work? I hope that would be the case, at least! Otherwise, I would not be able to function properly tonight.
Knackered
KNACKERED, is the best word to describe myself now. I am currently working night shifts for 7 days, and I am so knackered. Yet, I have only done 3 days of them. My eyes are stinging in pain and my mouth is dry because of lack of hydration. =( My shift is worth 12 hours long or more, depending on whether there were alot to do. I begin my journey to the hospital at 7.30pm to get ready for work, which starts at 8.30pm.
From 8.30 onwards, I have never had much opportunity to sit, drink or eat. The workload was just going constantly. From prescribing drugs to persuading patients to not run away from the hospital in the middle of the night, the type of jobs I faced during the night are rather funny sometimes. Just last night, I had to deal with a man who said the monitor that check the patient's vital signs is a gun?!
My pager just cant stop bleeping. It is worse especially when I'm in the ward in the middle of the night, when suddenly the pager starts to ring. The silence in the night is broken and you can hear patients grumbling in the background. *oppss...sorry!
Everyday, I only managed about 4 hours of sleep. And I just have to pull myself out of bed and stuff something down my throat, so that I wont get hungry later. But anyhow, I shall not complain too much, as I am sure there are many other people out there who are working far harder than me.
From 8.30 onwards, I have never had much opportunity to sit, drink or eat. The workload was just going constantly. From prescribing drugs to persuading patients to not run away from the hospital in the middle of the night, the type of jobs I faced during the night are rather funny sometimes. Just last night, I had to deal with a man who said the monitor that check the patient's vital signs is a gun?!
My pager just cant stop bleeping. It is worse especially when I'm in the ward in the middle of the night, when suddenly the pager starts to ring. The silence in the night is broken and you can hear patients grumbling in the background. *oppss...sorry!
Everyday, I only managed about 4 hours of sleep. And I just have to pull myself out of bed and stuff something down my throat, so that I wont get hungry later. But anyhow, I shall not complain too much, as I am sure there are many other people out there who are working far harder than me.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
*Dusting *Wiping * Vacuuming
*dusting I have not been blogging for about more than 2 weeks now. I didn't manage to get my broadband fixed till today!! =) I'm so happy that I could finally surf the internet from home whenever I want. *wiping I felt like "a frog under a coconut shell" since the last time I was connected to the internet. Imagine, I did not even know that there was a huge masterplan at the Heathrow airport till I picked up the newspaper left in the subway the other day. *vacuuming
*dusting (again, it is so dusty here)
During these few weeks, I've managed to use the computer in the library/wards to send emails. The computer in the library was alright, but I could not send any emails from my yahoo account. Moreover, the library closes at 5pm, which is when I finish work as well...so not much opportunity to use them. On the other hand, the computer in the ward was super slow! *wiping
Anyway, my broadband is finally here! So I'll keep this place as up to date as I can!
*vacuuming (finally, this site is clean and back to normal again!)
*dusting (again, it is so dusty here)
During these few weeks, I've managed to use the computer in the library/wards to send emails. The computer in the library was alright, but I could not send any emails from my yahoo account. Moreover, the library closes at 5pm, which is when I finish work as well...so not much opportunity to use them. On the other hand, the computer in the ward was super slow! *wiping
Anyway, my broadband is finally here! So I'll keep this place as up to date as I can!
*vacuuming (finally, this site is clean and back to normal again!)
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Goodbye Dundee... Welcome Glasgow
Dundee. I first arrived here 2 years ago. I found the place very peaceful and quiet. Finding my way around was not too difficult, to be honest, because Dundee is blessed with an efficient transportation system. However, 2 years down the road, it is time for me to leave this place. My room in no. 140 has been my cosy nest until I completed my studies. Although the room is usually cold, I still found my room comfy and nice.
In just 2 hours time, I will be moving away from Dundee for good. I have moved most of my things to my room in Glasgow. The rent there is certainly more expensive than here. Glasgow, I do not know why I choose to go there in the first place. Probably should have just stayed on in Dundee. Everything will be new to me there, the tranportation system does not appear to be organised either. sigh.
But, whatever it is, I cant look back at my decision to move to Glasgow. I can only welcome myself to Glasgow with an open heart. And keep my fingers (and toes) crossed that everything will not be too much of a hassle for me. hehe.
Goodbye Dundee...My heart is so heavy to leave..
and Hello Glasgow...hope you'll be kind to me.
In just 2 hours time, I will be moving away from Dundee for good. I have moved most of my things to my room in Glasgow. The rent there is certainly more expensive than here. Glasgow, I do not know why I choose to go there in the first place. Probably should have just stayed on in Dundee. Everything will be new to me there, the tranportation system does not appear to be organised either. sigh.
But, whatever it is, I cant look back at my decision to move to Glasgow. I can only welcome myself to Glasgow with an open heart. And keep my fingers (and toes) crossed that everything will not be too much of a hassle for me. hehe.
Goodbye Dundee...My heart is so heavy to leave..
and Hello Glasgow...hope you'll be kind to me.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Homesick =(
*sob *sob *sob
I MISS HOME!!!
I AM FEELING BLUE!!!
I WANNA GO HOME!!!
sigh...I dunno why this time, I left Malaysia with such a heavy, dreading feeling.
The sadness in me is more than the first time I flew to UK.
I guess, the reason is because, this time I'll be staying by myself, without any close friends. Most of my friends are working in different parts of Glasgow.
I will be living in a brand new place, out of my comfort zone. I know Dundee very well, now I have to familiarise myself with the transportation system in Glasgow.
On top of that, my holiday in Malaysia is too short.
Sometimes I feel, why bother torturing yourself to work away from home? Nothing beats being at home, with family and friends.
Oh well, I hope I'll get better when I become busier. Although I know I won't be worked as hard as my fellow colleagues in Malaysia (they have alot of oncalls and long working hours), I still dread the responsibility to work. sigh.
*sob *sob *sob
I MISS HOME!!!
I AM FEELING BLUE!!!
I WANNA GO HOME!!!
sigh...I dunno why this time, I left Malaysia with such a heavy, dreading feeling.
The sadness in me is more than the first time I flew to UK.
I guess, the reason is because, this time I'll be staying by myself, without any close friends. Most of my friends are working in different parts of Glasgow.
I will be living in a brand new place, out of my comfort zone. I know Dundee very well, now I have to familiarise myself with the transportation system in Glasgow.
On top of that, my holiday in Malaysia is too short.
Sometimes I feel, why bother torturing yourself to work away from home? Nothing beats being at home, with family and friends.
Oh well, I hope I'll get better when I become busier. Although I know I won't be worked as hard as my fellow colleagues in Malaysia (they have alot of oncalls and long working hours), I still dread the responsibility to work. sigh.
*sob *sob *sob
Continuation from the previous blog...
Day 10 : Began packing. Meant to watch Pirates of the Carribean with mum, but she's too busy. Ended up visiting the new tesco near my house and ate Twisties for lunch. After that, headed to Giant to buy some groceries and went home. Had vindaloo curry for dinner. And went back to packing...luggage was weighing at 24 kg (overload)!
Day 11 : Woke up in the morning, dreading the coming flight. Repacked my luggage. Ah, now it is about 21 kg. Went out for brunch wif su ann. I'll surely miss her. Came home, added some last min things into my bag. Had my shower and was ready to go. Ate char kuay teow before I left for the airport. By about 4.30pm, I was on my way dy. Found out that my flight was delayed for 30mins. Flew off officially at 8pm.
There you go. My short trip in Malaysia. I will miss you!
Day 11 : Woke up in the morning, dreading the coming flight. Repacked my luggage. Ah, now it is about 21 kg. Went out for brunch wif su ann. I'll surely miss her. Came home, added some last min things into my bag. Had my shower and was ready to go. Ate char kuay teow before I left for the airport. By about 4.30pm, I was on my way dy. Found out that my flight was delayed for 30mins. Flew off officially at 8pm.
There you go. My short trip in Malaysia. I will miss you!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
11 days in Malaysia is TOO short
11 days in Malaysia is just way too short. My holiday in KL is going to end soon on Thursday 7.30 pm when I begin my long journey back to UK. Time flies when you are enjoying yourself. Everyday, I just have some many things I want to DO, I want to EAT and many people whom I want to MEET. Sometimes, I wished the day has 25 hours. =) Let me summarise what I did for the past few days since arrival.
Day 01 : Touched down in KL. Had mamak. Surfed internet till 6 am due to jetlag.
Day 02 : Woke up late. Rushed to get an instant passport sized photo for visa application. Sent in application. Had dinner at Ampang Yong Tau Fu.
Day 03 : Outing with my good fren. Shopping, and ate Sushi King after so many months. Had yummy onde-onde.
Day 04 : Send computer for repair. Had lunch with mum's friend at Manhattan Fish Market. The food was excellent. Night, had dinner with old school mate.
Day 05 : Met housemate for breakfast. Had dimsum. Yummy again. =P Afternoon, went shopping at Isetan (coz there was a 3-day member's sale). Night, met cousin bro for dinner. Had Balinese food. Yummy too.
Day 06 : Sorted out those photos taken during my family trip to the UK. Went to Midvalley to get them developed. Met with an old friend. Continued shopping till evening. Managed to get new shoes (need comfy one since will be standing and running around alot). Had dinner at mamak with family.
Day 07 : Had the famous pan mien near my house. Then headed to Ikano. Had a hair makeover. Went home. Met up with 2 good old school mates at mamak.
Day 08 : Morning stayed at home. Went to JPJ. Lucky me, the queue wasn't long. I managed to renew my driving licence and applied an international one. Collected my notebook from the HP center. Had Genki sushi....oh, Genki sushi beats Sushi King hands down!! =) Accompanied mum and cousin sis shopping.
Day 09 : Dentist appointment. Arrived late to meet my good friend. Kena maki. Accompanied her shopping. Then had Genki again! hehe..but it was good! Then shopped abit more. And went to Ampang Point to get some stuff. Dinner with friends in KLCC.
Day 10 and 11 : Will update soon. =)
Wished my holidays were longer. I start work on Monday! So sien. I think when I'm back in UK, I'll be a wee bit depressed. Firstly, no close ppl around and secondly, I have to take up new responsiblities and will officially stopped being a student!!
Day 01 : Touched down in KL. Had mamak. Surfed internet till 6 am due to jetlag.
Day 02 : Woke up late. Rushed to get an instant passport sized photo for visa application. Sent in application. Had dinner at Ampang Yong Tau Fu.
Day 03 : Outing with my good fren. Shopping, and ate Sushi King after so many months. Had yummy onde-onde.
Day 04 : Send computer for repair. Had lunch with mum's friend at Manhattan Fish Market. The food was excellent. Night, had dinner with old school mate.
Day 05 : Met housemate for breakfast. Had dimsum. Yummy again. =P Afternoon, went shopping at Isetan (coz there was a 3-day member's sale). Night, met cousin bro for dinner. Had Balinese food. Yummy too.
Day 06 : Sorted out those photos taken during my family trip to the UK. Went to Midvalley to get them developed. Met with an old friend. Continued shopping till evening. Managed to get new shoes (need comfy one since will be standing and running around alot). Had dinner at mamak with family.
Day 07 : Had the famous pan mien near my house. Then headed to Ikano. Had a hair makeover. Went home. Met up with 2 good old school mates at mamak.
Day 08 : Morning stayed at home. Went to JPJ. Lucky me, the queue wasn't long. I managed to renew my driving licence and applied an international one. Collected my notebook from the HP center. Had Genki sushi....oh, Genki sushi beats Sushi King hands down!! =) Accompanied mum and cousin sis shopping.
Day 09 : Dentist appointment. Arrived late to meet my good friend. Kena maki. Accompanied her shopping. Then had Genki again! hehe..but it was good! Then shopped abit more. And went to Ampang Point to get some stuff. Dinner with friends in KLCC.
Day 10 and 11 : Will update soon. =)
Wished my holidays were longer. I start work on Monday! So sien. I think when I'm back in UK, I'll be a wee bit depressed. Firstly, no close ppl around and secondly, I have to take up new responsiblities and will officially stopped being a student!!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
I Got A New Gadget!
tee hee!! yay!! I got myself a new camera today!! =)
Well, if you have read my previous blogs, I was responsible for the death of my beloved Casio Exilim. But today, I found a new love, that is my lovely Panasonic FX01. It is a really solid camera with 6 megapixels and 3.6 times optical zoom. I was actually contemplating to get the 10x zoom Panasonic camera instead of this one. However, after much thought, I think the FX01 is more suitable for me because I hardly use my zoom, and moreover, the FX01 is a wide angle cam, which means I can snap bigger pics of scenery or group pics! cool eh?
I bought my camera from Midvalley. The boss of the shop was really kind and nice. I was allowed to develop a few photos from different cameras, so that I will be able to compare the quality of pics easily. The deal she offerred was reasonable too. Rm1500 for the camera, extra battery and all the other small accessories. It was, in fact, cheaper than my Casio Exilim.
The battery is now charging. Hope to start snapping pictures with my brand new camera tomorrow!
Well, if you have read my previous blogs, I was responsible for the death of my beloved Casio Exilim. But today, I found a new love, that is my lovely Panasonic FX01. It is a really solid camera with 6 megapixels and 3.6 times optical zoom. I was actually contemplating to get the 10x zoom Panasonic camera instead of this one. However, after much thought, I think the FX01 is more suitable for me because I hardly use my zoom, and moreover, the FX01 is a wide angle cam, which means I can snap bigger pics of scenery or group pics! cool eh?
I bought my camera from Midvalley. The boss of the shop was really kind and nice. I was allowed to develop a few photos from different cameras, so that I will be able to compare the quality of pics easily. The deal she offerred was reasonable too. Rm1500 for the camera, extra battery and all the other small accessories. It was, in fact, cheaper than my Casio Exilim.
The battery is now charging. Hope to start snapping pictures with my brand new camera tomorrow!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
B I A T C H
I went to Midvalley megamall today. It wasn't too late in the afternoon, or rather the afternoon has just started by the time I arrived at the parking lot. I drove to P2, and was surprised to find that the parking space was rather full.
I circled a few times around all the possible parking bays from A - F, but no luck. There were many cars in the same boat as me, looking for a place to park their cars. I decided to park in a parking lane and wait for someone to get their car. No luck again. Those who went to retrieve their cars were not in my lane and even if I did follow them to their car, someone else was already waiting there. It was like a competition as to who gets the spot first. hehe
I was really surprised that the parking lot was so full. I mean it is a weekday, don't everyone need to go to school or work?? Weird. Anyway, I did manage to follow 2 women to their cars, but all I got was a wave from them, indicating that they are just dumping their things in the car and going to shop for more. Sigh.
My tummy was rumbling due to hunger. As I was about to give up, I spotted a woman walking towards her car. I quickly followed here and turned on my signal light to inform everyone that I'm waiting for that lot. I felt relieved. But suddenly (a few seconds later), this green kancil with a lady driver turned into the lane and turned on her indicator lights too!!! WTF?!
I only had 2 options:
1. Continue to wait and drive into the lot the moment the car is out of the space. (but what if the green kancil does that too? My car would probably bang into hers)
2. Let the green kancil take the parking lot. I'll drive away like a sore loser but cursing F*** while doing that, and see if I can find another space.
Being the usual tolerant and kind, but easily bullied person, I decided to opt for no. 2. Why? Bcoz I was driving my parents' new car. And if I did manage to fight for that parking lot, my car would probably end up with scratches or a punctured tyre. So to avoid the unnecessary scoldings from my parents and the subsequent stress, I think option 2 was the best. But seriously, that lady in the green kancil is a BIATCH, BITCH, & A F***ING IDIOT!
So I drove away (still cursing that lady just now) and within a few mins, I finally got a spot for my car. *phew. I was seriously thinking of paying the RM 1 parking and head to somewhere else. It was nearly 1pm that time. Midvalley really has a bad parking system. Too limited.
I have never experienced such bad luck in Midvalley before. Later only it occurred to me that, it was a Wednesday (half price to catch a movie) and probably alot of ppl from aboard are back home in KL for the summer break.
After parking my car, I was not very hungry anymore. But I still indulged myself in Sushi King with my good friend. =)
I circled a few times around all the possible parking bays from A - F, but no luck. There were many cars in the same boat as me, looking for a place to park their cars. I decided to park in a parking lane and wait for someone to get their car. No luck again. Those who went to retrieve their cars were not in my lane and even if I did follow them to their car, someone else was already waiting there. It was like a competition as to who gets the spot first. hehe
I was really surprised that the parking lot was so full. I mean it is a weekday, don't everyone need to go to school or work?? Weird. Anyway, I did manage to follow 2 women to their cars, but all I got was a wave from them, indicating that they are just dumping their things in the car and going to shop for more. Sigh.
My tummy was rumbling due to hunger. As I was about to give up, I spotted a woman walking towards her car. I quickly followed here and turned on my signal light to inform everyone that I'm waiting for that lot. I felt relieved. But suddenly (a few seconds later), this green kancil with a lady driver turned into the lane and turned on her indicator lights too!!! WTF?!
I only had 2 options:
1. Continue to wait and drive into the lot the moment the car is out of the space. (but what if the green kancil does that too? My car would probably bang into hers)
2. Let the green kancil take the parking lot. I'll drive away like a sore loser but cursing F*** while doing that, and see if I can find another space.
Being the usual tolerant and kind, but easily bullied person, I decided to opt for no. 2. Why? Bcoz I was driving my parents' new car. And if I did manage to fight for that parking lot, my car would probably end up with scratches or a punctured tyre. So to avoid the unnecessary scoldings from my parents and the subsequent stress, I think option 2 was the best. But seriously, that lady in the green kancil is a BIATCH, BITCH, & A F***ING IDIOT!
So I drove away (still cursing that lady just now) and within a few mins, I finally got a spot for my car. *phew. I was seriously thinking of paying the RM 1 parking and head to somewhere else. It was nearly 1pm that time. Midvalley really has a bad parking system. Too limited.
I have never experienced such bad luck in Midvalley before. Later only it occurred to me that, it was a Wednesday (half price to catch a movie) and probably alot of ppl from aboard are back home in KL for the summer break.
After parking my car, I was not very hungry anymore. But I still indulged myself in Sushi King with my good friend. =)
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I'm Home, Finally...
It is great coming back home.....home sweet home. After a few weeks of holiday, from Italy, to Aberdeen, and to London, I was really looking forward to coming home. The journey from London to KL was alright.
I was so happy when I saw my dog, Kiki, wagging away her tail like the propeller of the helicopter the moment she saw me getting out of the car. And I could not resist the temptation for mamak food. So I had to go there at the same night of arrival for supper. hehe. Miss it. Miss the tosai, maggi mee goreng, and the teh o ais limau. Everything just tasted so good!
A couple of things are$ troubling me. Firstly, my rather severe jetlag (Slept at 6am m'sian time yesterday). To solve this issue, I have decided that since I'm going to spend only 10 days here, I might as well just sleep according to UK time. This will certainly help me adjust myself much more easily when I go back to UK next week. The weather in KL is also very hot and humid. I have been sweating non stop the whole day.
And this time, my time spent in Malaysia is going to be different. Now that I'm single, I have no boyfriend to chill out with....It is so different. At least last time, whenever I wanna go somewhere, there will always be someone to accompany me. Not this time, unfortunately. No one to cuddle me, no one to share my food with, no one to listen to my rants...etc..etc... So I am going to plan my outings for the next few precious days (9 days left in KL) with my good old mates. That aside, certainly, nothing beats being at home.
I was so happy when I saw my dog, Kiki, wagging away her tail like the propeller of the helicopter the moment she saw me getting out of the car. And I could not resist the temptation for mamak food. So I had to go there at the same night of arrival for supper. hehe. Miss it. Miss the tosai, maggi mee goreng, and the teh o ais limau. Everything just tasted so good!
A couple of things are$ troubling me. Firstly, my rather severe jetlag (Slept at 6am m'sian time yesterday). To solve this issue, I have decided that since I'm going to spend only 10 days here, I might as well just sleep according to UK time. This will certainly help me adjust myself much more easily when I go back to UK next week. The weather in KL is also very hot and humid. I have been sweating non stop the whole day.
And this time, my time spent in Malaysia is going to be different. Now that I'm single, I have no boyfriend to chill out with....It is so different. At least last time, whenever I wanna go somewhere, there will always be someone to accompany me. Not this time, unfortunately. No one to cuddle me, no one to share my food with, no one to listen to my rants...etc..etc... So I am going to plan my outings for the next few precious days (9 days left in KL) with my good old mates. That aside, certainly, nothing beats being at home.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Away Again
Don't think I have been blogging as much as I wanted to. I have been really busy travelling up and down. Since I'll be moving down to Glasgow this month, I have spent the previous few days packing my room. But I still have my clothes to pack up.
I'll be away again for a couple of days. I am going off to Aberdeen in about 2 hours time. My family will be arriving at the Aberdeen airport in the evening, so I'm going to meet up with them over there.
From the airport, we will be heading to the countryside, Royal Deeside, for a couple of days. On Saturday, we will be driving down from there to Dundee. After my graduation in Dundee, we will be taking the train to London. And only on the 16th of July, I'll finally board the flight home to Malaysia! yippee!! Can't wait. If only I did not have to go to London, then I would be able to fly home earlier.
ok...take care guys! Will update this blog whenever I can. Ciao!
I'll be away again for a couple of days. I am going off to Aberdeen in about 2 hours time. My family will be arriving at the Aberdeen airport in the evening, so I'm going to meet up with them over there.
From the airport, we will be heading to the countryside, Royal Deeside, for a couple of days. On Saturday, we will be driving down from there to Dundee. After my graduation in Dundee, we will be taking the train to London. And only on the 16th of July, I'll finally board the flight home to Malaysia! yippee!! Can't wait. If only I did not have to go to London, then I would be able to fly home earlier.
ok...take care guys! Will update this blog whenever I can. Ciao!
Monday, July 03, 2006
Done and Dusted
aaahhhhh.... finally, the shadowing week is over. It was really boring (to be honest). The junior doctors, whom we students were shadowing, were laid back and flexible. They let us off by lunchtime, allowing us to enjoy our short break before the nightmare begins on 1 August 2006.
Although I was not particularly busy during the whole week, I just felt awfy tired everyday. I shall conveniently blame the travelling (up and down Glasgow) as the culprit. 2 hours in the morning, 2 hours in the evening....I admit it was ridiculous hehe...oh well, what to do, I'm trying to save some money. The air-cond in the bus was not functioning. argh...It was rather stuffy in the bus, and to make matters worse, the weather has been really warm these days. I ended up staying 2 nights in Glasgow because I had to arrive at the ward at 8 am on two occassions. It was impossible to travel from Dundee any earlier than 6 am. I was glad that I put up 2 nights there, otherwise, my eye bags would seriously be irreversibly black and swollen!!
Throughout the week, I had alot of time to think back about my life so far. It is so funny. When you are a student, you just wonder how working life would be and just cant wait to start earning. But now, as I embark on the working journey, I am dreading it. Maybe it is because of the new environment, or maybe it is because of the new responsibilites? I dunno. I guess it is a mixture of alot of factors. Scary!!
At the moment, I think I shall sit down and enjoy the remaining 3 weeks as a student. This is so sad... =(
Although I was not particularly busy during the whole week, I just felt awfy tired everyday. I shall conveniently blame the travelling (up and down Glasgow) as the culprit. 2 hours in the morning, 2 hours in the evening....I admit it was ridiculous hehe...oh well, what to do, I'm trying to save some money. The air-cond in the bus was not functioning. argh...It was rather stuffy in the bus, and to make matters worse, the weather has been really warm these days. I ended up staying 2 nights in Glasgow because I had to arrive at the ward at 8 am on two occassions. It was impossible to travel from Dundee any earlier than 6 am. I was glad that I put up 2 nights there, otherwise, my eye bags would seriously be irreversibly black and swollen!!
Throughout the week, I had alot of time to think back about my life so far. It is so funny. When you are a student, you just wonder how working life would be and just cant wait to start earning. But now, as I embark on the working journey, I am dreading it. Maybe it is because of the new environment, or maybe it is because of the new responsibilites? I dunno. I guess it is a mixture of alot of factors. Scary!!
At the moment, I think I shall sit down and enjoy the remaining 3 weeks as a student. This is so sad... =(
Monday, June 26, 2006
Lazy Worm Infestation
HELP!! Someone help me! Lazy worms are creeping all over me. I tried to pinch them away, but they are just so sticky, and would not let my skin go! Anyone with solutions??? Please fill me in. I really need it ASAP.
Sigh. Lazy worm infestation is my own diagnosis. The infection just started a few days ago, but it has gotten worse today. How did I contract this fatal illness? Let me explain.
Tomorrow I will begin my 1 week shadowing at the hospital I will be working in starting August. Excited? Nope. Basically, what I understood the objective of this shadowing week is to help us students (who will be working soon) to orientate ourselves in the hospital setting as a junior doctor. I will learn how to function properly in the ward (prescribing, learn where to get what forms, etc). Every student in Scotland has to undergo this shadowing week. Well, it is, of course, really good to get my bearings correct prior to working full swing, but I am dreading it. I want to enjoy my last few weeks as a student as much as I can. I do not want all that responsibility once I start working. Moreover, I haven't touched my book since my exam, and have been spending my days shopping, travelling, watching movies, watching the world cup and now, the wimbledon! =P How am I going to pull myself together to work in the hospital tmr?
To make me dread tomorrow (and the rest of the week) further, I am travelling everyday from Dundee to Glasgow at 5.30 am (which means I have to be up by 4 something in the am!!!). The reason for this is because no accomodation is provided for us. I suppose I could stay a couple of nights in a B&B, but I need to save some money. I have been spending too much on shopping, and travelling too. A night at a B&B will cost me about 20 quid at least, whereas, my megabus ride to and fro Glasgow for the week only amounted to 28 pounds. Guess I have to sacrifice abit of my precious sleep to save the money. After the hospital, I am going to catch the 6pm bus back to Dundee, and by the time I reach home, it will be 9pm. Sigh.
I forsee my next few days till the weekend as tiring. Hope I do not need to work too hard in the hospital during this week. hehe. Ohh...I just can't wait for the weekend...me and my friends are planning to go to Stonehaven. Till I find a cure for my lazy worm infestation, I shall continue to watch the world cup match between Switz and Ukraine......and then, probably retire to my bed early. Fingers crossed, I would be able to wake up in the wee hours of the day! Wish me luck!
Sigh. Lazy worm infestation is my own diagnosis. The infection just started a few days ago, but it has gotten worse today. How did I contract this fatal illness? Let me explain.
Tomorrow I will begin my 1 week shadowing at the hospital I will be working in starting August. Excited? Nope. Basically, what I understood the objective of this shadowing week is to help us students (who will be working soon) to orientate ourselves in the hospital setting as a junior doctor. I will learn how to function properly in the ward (prescribing, learn where to get what forms, etc). Every student in Scotland has to undergo this shadowing week. Well, it is, of course, really good to get my bearings correct prior to working full swing, but I am dreading it. I want to enjoy my last few weeks as a student as much as I can. I do not want all that responsibility once I start working. Moreover, I haven't touched my book since my exam, and have been spending my days shopping, travelling, watching movies, watching the world cup and now, the wimbledon! =P How am I going to pull myself together to work in the hospital tmr?
To make me dread tomorrow (and the rest of the week) further, I am travelling everyday from Dundee to Glasgow at 5.30 am (which means I have to be up by 4 something in the am!!!). The reason for this is because no accomodation is provided for us. I suppose I could stay a couple of nights in a B&B, but I need to save some money. I have been spending too much on shopping, and travelling too. A night at a B&B will cost me about 20 quid at least, whereas, my megabus ride to and fro Glasgow for the week only amounted to 28 pounds. Guess I have to sacrifice abit of my precious sleep to save the money. After the hospital, I am going to catch the 6pm bus back to Dundee, and by the time I reach home, it will be 9pm. Sigh.
I forsee my next few days till the weekend as tiring. Hope I do not need to work too hard in the hospital during this week. hehe. Ohh...I just can't wait for the weekend...me and my friends are planning to go to Stonehaven. Till I find a cure for my lazy worm infestation, I shall continue to watch the world cup match between Switz and Ukraine......and then, probably retire to my bed early. Fingers crossed, I would be able to wake up in the wee hours of the day! Wish me luck!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
O.V.E.R.L.O.A.D.
Summer sale is here! Most of the shops here are having big sales. But there is nothing much to buy really (yeah, rite). Well, I guess I would be buying more if I have my own money. Sometimes, I kind of feel guilty spending parents' money. ;)
Bodyshop. Yes, I am addicted to it now. Thanks to my housemate, who introduced me to the body butter from Bodyshop. Ever since then, I can't seem to live without it. The Bodyshop sale just started on Wednesday. I popped in to see if there was anything affordable and nice to buy (esp body butter).
"Special edition body butter, 50% discount"
My eyes opened wide the moment I saw the statement above. I looked down to the display table and saw 4 special edition body butters on sale. The normal price is about 10 quid, but it is only 5 quid today! This is even cheaper than msia. . The blueberry body butter was also sold at half price. So it was a must buy situation!! hehe
The 4 special editions were:
The next day, my housemate and I went shopping in town again. We walked into Bodyshop and this time, I bought their shower gels instead. It was cheap! One bottle for only 2.50?? keke...yeah, I could not resist the temptation to grab a few of them (which was exactly what I did). As I was paying for my 3 bottles of shower gels, the cashier said this to me, "Oh, this is your 4th visit to Bodyshop, and you're entitled for a 5 pounds voucher." I was like "Whoa, why are there so many free gifts?" I did not know what to get. But in the end, I took one avocado body butter." hehe.
In just 2 days, my room has been overloaded with Bodyshop products. I do not know where to put them as my cupboard is pretty pack. I think, with this amount of body butter, I probably do not need to stock up for the next few years!! I wonder how long will I take to finish using all the body butters?
Bodyshop. Yes, I am addicted to it now. Thanks to my housemate, who introduced me to the body butter from Bodyshop. Ever since then, I can't seem to live without it. The Bodyshop sale just started on Wednesday. I popped in to see if there was anything affordable and nice to buy (esp body butter).
"Special edition body butter, 50% discount"
My eyes opened wide the moment I saw the statement above. I looked down to the display table and saw 4 special edition body butters on sale. The normal price is about 10 quid, but it is only 5 quid today! This is even cheaper than msia. . The blueberry body butter was also sold at half price. So it was a must buy situation!! hehe
The 4 special editions were:
- melon (very refreshing, smells like a honeydew)
- banana (my goodness, who wants to smell like a banana??!)
- honey (very sweet scent)
- avocado (the butter was bluish in colour, smells almost similar to the olive body butter)
The next day, my housemate and I went shopping in town again. We walked into Bodyshop and this time, I bought their shower gels instead. It was cheap! One bottle for only 2.50?? keke...yeah, I could not resist the temptation to grab a few of them (which was exactly what I did). As I was paying for my 3 bottles of shower gels, the cashier said this to me, "Oh, this is your 4th visit to Bodyshop, and you're entitled for a 5 pounds voucher." I was like "Whoa, why are there so many free gifts?" I did not know what to get. But in the end, I took one avocado body butter." hehe.
In just 2 days, my room has been overloaded with Bodyshop products. I do not know where to put them as my cupboard is pretty pack. I think, with this amount of body butter, I probably do not need to stock up for the next few years!! I wonder how long will I take to finish using all the body butters?
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Ciao Italy!
After a few days of rest, I have finally geared myself to put in some details about my trip to Italy. It was great fun!! My frens and I visited Milan and Venice. To be honest, I prefer Milan to Venice, because:
1. Things are more affordable in Milan.
2. People are more polite in Milan.
3. It is less crowded in Milan.
4. Gelato was more yummy in Milan.
Our first stop was Milan. The weather was great. The sun was shining away brightly. It was such a good feeling to finally feel the sun burning my skin. (As you know, Dundee is super cold, and the summer has not be very warm either). Anyway, we visited the main attractions there, such as the well-known Duomo (a church), Castello Sforzesco (a castle), Parco Sempione (a pretty park), and of course, I celebrated my bday there!
The Duomo, Milan.
The Duomo was such a majestic building. I was really mesmerised by the amazing architecture, and had the opportunity to stand at the roof of the Duomo! The view was fantastic. The Parco Sempione was very beautiful. Many gals put on their bikini, laid their rugs on the grass, and began sunbathing at the park. We also managed to visit one of the famous Italian lakes, Lake Como. I love Lake Como. We joined a short cruise around the lake, ate big apples while enjoying the scenic view around the lake and had our first gelato! yummy!
Parco Sempione, Milan.
On the night of the 12th of June, my friends gave me a bday surprise. First, Geak Poh said he was going down to the hotel lobby to get some beer. I told him I did not want any as I was still very full. Then, when he came up, a tiramisu cake with a candle appeared. =D I was very surprised. Too bad we didnt have a lighter to light up the candle. Grazie guys! The cake was quite nice.
Buon compleanno! Happy Birthday to me! On my bday morning, we visited a few places and had lunch alfresco style along a famous street, known as Via Dante. From there, they led me to the famous chocolate shop, Pasticerria Marchesi, in Milan, which was nearby. I am a self-proclaimed chocoholic, and I have been talking non-stop about wanting to visit this chocolate shop before our trip to Milan. So, after lunch, my friends suggested that we take a short walk further down a road in order to board the electric train, that would take us to the Duomo. As we walked, SzeLeng said (while pointing at a shop ahead), "Hey sawling, does that shop look familiar?" I looked up and saw the sign board, "Pasticerria Marchesi." And replied, "Eh, we accidentally walked into the shop!!" All of them giggled away. Only then I realised that it was all planned out by them. So sweet! =D Thumbs up to the dark chocolates there! It was cool to celebrate my bday in a totally different country. It was a great day. Sono felice. (I am happy).
My friends and I did not ride on the gondola. As there were far too many gondolas moving along the canal, therefore, causing a Gondola Traffic Jam. And, unfortunately, being partnerless, riding the gondola is meaningless (moreover, I could ride on the traghetto, which is similar to the gondola, but at a price of only 50 cents, as opposed to the gondola, which would cost about 80 euros).
The famous Rialto Bridge, Venice. The colourful wooden stilts serve as parking poles for the gondolas.
To start, the people in Venice did not give me a good impression of the place. We were answered rudely by those working in the Tourist Info centre. From the main train station, we took a vaporetti (water bus) to San Marco (a district in Venice). The scenery along The Grand Canal was pretty. Saw many gondolas and interesting buildings. At San Marco, the whole area was so pack. We could hardly walk without brushing shoulders with those around us. We tried a Venetian snack, Involtini, for lunch. It was nice but a wee bit salty.
The gelato shops in Venice were not as impressive as those in Milan. The gelato were not decorated with fruits or biscuits, and were not colourful enough to look appetising. hehe. But we did manage to eat nice gelato at the Lido beach.
Gelato shop in Milan.
The islands around Venice, Murano and especially Burano, were really pretty. Murano is famous for glass blowing. Here, I spent sometime buying accessories for myself and as gifts. At Burano, the houses were all painted in bright colours. The sight was picturesque. =) I have yet to find out why the houses there were painted in different colours. We had lunch at a nice Venetian restaurant. I tried their seafood spaghetti (spaghetti ai frutti di mare), which was excellent. SzeLeng tried gnocchi cooked in Arrabiate style. Gnocchi is a potato pasta. It was spicy and delicious too. Both Geak Poh & Su Ann had tasty fried seafood. It was a molto buono (very nice) lunch!
Lunch @ Burano.
Italy is certainly a place to visit. But, I found Venice abit of a disappointment. It was too "tourisy." That aside, I really enjoyed my one week in Italy. I have managed to get a mild brown tan (I tried really hard to become more tan, but it was not an easy task, as I don't tan easily). I am still abit too fair. I have picked up some Italian words too. keke. Ciao!
Beautiful Burano.
2. People are more polite in Milan.
3. It is less crowded in Milan.
4. Gelato was more yummy in Milan.
Our first stop was Milan. The weather was great. The sun was shining away brightly. It was such a good feeling to finally feel the sun burning my skin. (As you know, Dundee is super cold, and the summer has not be very warm either). Anyway, we visited the main attractions there, such as the well-known Duomo (a church), Castello Sforzesco (a castle), Parco Sempione (a pretty park), and of course, I celebrated my bday there!
The Duomo, Milan.The Duomo was such a majestic building. I was really mesmerised by the amazing architecture, and had the opportunity to stand at the roof of the Duomo! The view was fantastic. The Parco Sempione was very beautiful. Many gals put on their bikini, laid their rugs on the grass, and began sunbathing at the park. We also managed to visit one of the famous Italian lakes, Lake Como. I love Lake Como. We joined a short cruise around the lake, ate big apples while enjoying the scenic view around the lake and had our first gelato! yummy!
Parco Sempione, Milan.Buon compleanno! Happy Birthday to me! On my bday morning, we visited a few places and had lunch alfresco style along a famous street, known as Via Dante. From there, they led me to the famous chocolate shop, Pasticerria Marchesi, in Milan, which was nearby. I am a self-proclaimed chocoholic, and I have been talking non-stop about wanting to visit this chocolate shop before our trip to Milan. So, after lunch, my friends suggested that we take a short walk further down a road in order to board the electric train, that would take us to the Duomo. As we walked, SzeLeng said (while pointing at a shop ahead), "Hey sawling, does that shop look familiar?" I looked up and saw the sign board, "Pasticerria Marchesi." And replied, "Eh, we accidentally walked into the shop!!" All of them giggled away. Only then I realised that it was all planned out by them. So sweet! =D Thumbs up to the dark chocolates there! It was cool to celebrate my bday in a totally different country. It was a great day. Sono felice. (I am happy).
Having said that I prefer Milan to Venice, the latter is no doubt a very pretty place, especially the Islands nearby. Romantic? Well, I beg to differ. I think the only romantic part of Venice is the gondola ride. You know, image riding on a nice gondola with your partner, during sunset. The gondolier would row the gondola down The Grand Canal, with the beautiful orangy sunshine, and the gondolier singing "Santa Lucia" and a musician playing his accordian. Ahh...this is romantic. =)
Gondolas in Venice.
Gondolas in Venice.My friends and I did not ride on the gondola. As there were far too many gondolas moving along the canal, therefore, causing a Gondola Traffic Jam. And, unfortunately, being partnerless, riding the gondola is meaningless (moreover, I could ride on the traghetto, which is similar to the gondola, but at a price of only 50 cents, as opposed to the gondola, which would cost about 80 euros).
The famous Rialto Bridge, Venice. The colourful wooden stilts serve as parking poles for the gondolas.The gelato shops in Venice were not as impressive as those in Milan. The gelato were not decorated with fruits or biscuits, and were not colourful enough to look appetising. hehe. But we did manage to eat nice gelato at the Lido beach.
Gelato shop in Milan.The islands around Venice, Murano and especially Burano, were really pretty. Murano is famous for glass blowing. Here, I spent sometime buying accessories for myself and as gifts. At Burano, the houses were all painted in bright colours. The sight was picturesque. =) I have yet to find out why the houses there were painted in different colours. We had lunch at a nice Venetian restaurant. I tried their seafood spaghetti (spaghetti ai frutti di mare), which was excellent. SzeLeng tried gnocchi cooked in Arrabiate style. Gnocchi is a potato pasta. It was spicy and delicious too. Both Geak Poh & Su Ann had tasty fried seafood. It was a molto buono (very nice) lunch!
Lunch @ Burano.
Beautiful Burano.Sunday, June 11, 2006
Arrivederci
Arrivederci = Goodbye (in italian)
keke...yes yes I'm going on a holiday!!! =)
Leaving in 10 mins time to embark on a journey to Milan & Venice, Italy, for one week. I'm looking forward to the trip!! =) But abit scared of the various nasty stories about things being stolen over there (passport, money, watches). Will have to keep my eyes open all the time to watch out for those ppl!! *fingers crossed
Will update you guys about the whole trip and upload some pretty pics!!
Hope you guys have a great week ahead! Study smart & Chill Out!
keke...yes yes I'm going on a holiday!!! =)
Leaving in 10 mins time to embark on a journey to Milan & Venice, Italy, for one week. I'm looking forward to the trip!! =) But abit scared of the various nasty stories about things being stolen over there (passport, money, watches). Will have to keep my eyes open all the time to watch out for those ppl!! *fingers crossed
Will update you guys about the whole trip and upload some pretty pics!!
Hope you guys have a great week ahead! Study smart & Chill Out!
Friday, June 09, 2006
New Addition to The Family
Yes yes... Let me introduce you to my Nici family. =) ooh... I would Nici toys, bcoz they are just so soft and cuddly. Every animal is so so cute. The only bad thing about Nici toys is the price. They are quite expensive. But, when you love them, you just gotta get them. keke. This post will be all about the members of my Nici family. The language used will be those baby-ish, so if you can't tolerate it, then, my advice is to stop reading this post now. Otherwise, if you want to get to know my Nici family members, you're more than welcomed to read on.
Right. Where should I start? It started off with 2 of them, one was a pillow, named "Moo Moo" and the other was a sheep, which I have named "Baa Baa." I love them both so much that I've decided to take them along with me to stay here in the UK. Without them, my life would be empty and lonely. Thanks to them, I get to hug something. (I know, I know, I sound very pathetic). Here they are:
Then, about a year later, 2 new members joined the family. They are Bud Belly, the pink hippo, and Polar, the special edition christmas bear. (see pic below)
Recently, I added another 2 Nici toys. Unfortunately, this time I have to make do with mini-sized ones. Let me introduce you to my wee Magic Meadows, the yellow fairy, Rapphie, the baby giraffe. =) If I'm not mistaken, the fairy is only found in limited places, such as UK. Look at them, they are so adorable!!! Don't you feel like getting one too? =P
awww...look at the happy family. =) I just can't get enough of Nici toys. Think my next target would be the leopard with blue spots...keke. hmm..I shall wait till I get my first paycheck! (not too long from now, but I am surely not looking forward to working life).
There you go, my sweet Nici family. They have become part of my life. And I hope to take good care of them till I die. *muacks to them all! Here is another pic to end this introduction. Hope you guys will have a great weekend and an excellent week ahead! I'll be heading to Italy on Sunday! Really looking forward to it. =)
Right. Where should I start? It started off with 2 of them, one was a pillow, named "Moo Moo" and the other was a sheep, which I have named "Baa Baa." I love them both so much that I've decided to take them along with me to stay here in the UK. Without them, my life would be empty and lonely. Thanks to them, I get to hug something. (I know, I know, I sound very pathetic). Here they are:
Then, about a year later, 2 new members joined the family. They are Bud Belly, the pink hippo, and Polar, the special edition christmas bear. (see pic below)
Recently, I added another 2 Nici toys. Unfortunately, this time I have to make do with mini-sized ones. Let me introduce you to my wee Magic Meadows, the yellow fairy, Rapphie, the baby giraffe. =) If I'm not mistaken, the fairy is only found in limited places, such as UK. Look at them, they are so adorable!!! Don't you feel like getting one too? =P
awww...look at the happy family. =) I just can't get enough of Nici toys. Think my next target would be the leopard with blue spots...keke. hmm..I shall wait till I get my first paycheck! (not too long from now, but I am surely not looking forward to working life).
There you go, my sweet Nici family. They have become part of my life. And I hope to take good care of them till I die. *muacks to them all! Here is another pic to end this introduction. Hope you guys will have a great weekend and an excellent week ahead! I'll be heading to Italy on Sunday! Really looking forward to it. =)
Sunday, June 04, 2006
My First BBQ in Dundee
It is amazing how 2 years passed by so quickly. Today, my friends and I decided to have a BBQ party in the garden of my house. This was the first time we have a BBQ in Dundee. We never had a chance to do this last year as we were too busy preparing for our exams. Moreover, previous months have been too cold to even sit outside.
The weather in Dundee is rather unpredictable. I woke up this morning worried whether it would rain, as stated in the forecast. The sky was rather dark and soon, it started to rain for about 15 minutes. Luckily, it stopped and the sun showed itself. The weather was not too cold, so it was a rather nice day for our BBQ! =)
As I sat down in the garden, I began to realise how peaceful the garden at the back of my rented house was. Although there were only plain green grass with loads of wild flowers, the garden was rather cosy. We bought instant BBQ sets which were sufficient to BBQ our 24 pieces of chicken wings, more than 10 sausages, 4 pieces of salmon, 4 corn cobs, 2 chicken fillets and a couple potato wedges. Yeap, I ate quite alot, and could not stop junking on Doritos. keke...by the end of the BBQ, my tummy was extremely distended. I think all the rugae in my stomach has been stretched to the max. =P That aside, I really enjoyed sitting down with my friends. We are officially called "The Pea Family."
Why use the word "pea"? Well, it all started from Su Ann, who was given the nickname "Green Pea" by KC. And as usual, Su Ann loves to give us all nicknames. Frog-saw, oyster, lai lai, etc are a few of my nicknames so far. hehe... To be part of the Pea Family, we all need to dress correctly according to our colours. For eg, I am known as "Pink Pea", therefore, I need to be dressed in pink, Sze Leng is "Blue Pea", so she needs to be dressed in blue, Geak Poh is "Yellow Pea" and KC is "White Pea". It was a Hap-pea day! The only regret I have was, the time passed so fast and it is back to Monday again = back to lectures.
The Pea Family (noticed each of us were in our respective Pea Colours).
The weather in Dundee is rather unpredictable. I woke up this morning worried whether it would rain, as stated in the forecast. The sky was rather dark and soon, it started to rain for about 15 minutes. Luckily, it stopped and the sun showed itself. The weather was not too cold, so it was a rather nice day for our BBQ! =)
As I sat down in the garden, I began to realise how peaceful the garden at the back of my rented house was. Although there were only plain green grass with loads of wild flowers, the garden was rather cosy. We bought instant BBQ sets which were sufficient to BBQ our 24 pieces of chicken wings, more than 10 sausages, 4 pieces of salmon, 4 corn cobs, 2 chicken fillets and a couple potato wedges. Yeap, I ate quite alot, and could not stop junking on Doritos. keke...by the end of the BBQ, my tummy was extremely distended. I think all the rugae in my stomach has been stretched to the max. =P That aside, I really enjoyed sitting down with my friends. We are officially called "The Pea Family."
Why use the word "pea"? Well, it all started from Su Ann, who was given the nickname "Green Pea" by KC. And as usual, Su Ann loves to give us all nicknames. Frog-saw, oyster, lai lai, etc are a few of my nicknames so far. hehe... To be part of the Pea Family, we all need to dress correctly according to our colours. For eg, I am known as "Pink Pea", therefore, I need to be dressed in pink, Sze Leng is "Blue Pea", so she needs to be dressed in blue, Geak Poh is "Yellow Pea" and KC is "White Pea". It was a Hap-pea day! The only regret I have was, the time passed so fast and it is back to Monday again = back to lectures.
The Pea Family (noticed each of us were in our respective Pea Colours).Giant Microbes Have Arrived!!
hehe. I knew that I would have caught your attention! To those of you who did not study about microorganisms, let me introduce you to them. Microbes are little germs (bacteria/virus) that can cause infections (eg. sorethroat, stomachache, common cold). They are not visible to the naked eye. If you wanna check them out, visit http://www.giantmicrobes.com.
My housemate's (Su Ann's) bday is on 5th June. Since this is her last time here in UK, we all decided to give her a nice present, something memorable, cute and meaningful, hence, we bought her a set of giant microbes (7 of them). For us who studied about these microbes, it was really cool to see them being made into soft toys. For us who have studied about these microbes, it was really cool to see them being made into adorable soft toys. You'll get what I mean when you see the pics later.
Su Ann threw a mini bday dinner at a restaurant called Byzantium. The food was alright, but the portions were rather big. I ate something called Mossaka, which was made of aubergines, cheese, onions and a nice sauce. It was served with rice and Greek salad. It was yummy, but I could not finish the whole thing. We had mussels for starters as well.
Anyway, after we all had our dinner, we gave Su Ann her present. And my, she was really surprised! hehe. Let me show you how adorable these Giant microbes are. (see the pics below). I love the purple one, which is the Ebstein-Barr virus....look at the eye lashes! Oh well, I am glad that Su Ann loved her present. Can see that she could not stop smiling from ear to ear for the rest of the night, even the whole of today! =)
Su Ann can't stop smiling.
Cute giant microbes.
(Red one: Streptoccous --> Sorethroat)
(Purple one: EBV --> Kissing disease)
(Brown: Shigella --> Stomachache)
(Blue: Rhinovirus -->The common cold)
(Yellow: Bordetella pertussis --> Whopping cough)
(Light green: Orthomyxovirus --> Flu)
(Darker green: Porphorymonas gingivalis --> Bad breath)
My housemate's (Su Ann's) bday is on 5th June. Since this is her last time here in UK, we all decided to give her a nice present, something memorable, cute and meaningful, hence, we bought her a set of giant microbes (7 of them). For us who studied about these microbes, it was really cool to see them being made into soft toys. For us who have studied about these microbes, it was really cool to see them being made into adorable soft toys. You'll get what I mean when you see the pics later.
Su Ann threw a mini bday dinner at a restaurant called Byzantium. The food was alright, but the portions were rather big. I ate something called Mossaka, which was made of aubergines, cheese, onions and a nice sauce. It was served with rice and Greek salad. It was yummy, but I could not finish the whole thing. We had mussels for starters as well.
Anyway, after we all had our dinner, we gave Su Ann her present. And my, she was really surprised! hehe. Let me show you how adorable these Giant microbes are. (see the pics below). I love the purple one, which is the Ebstein-Barr virus....look at the eye lashes! Oh well, I am glad that Su Ann loved her present. Can see that she could not stop smiling from ear to ear for the rest of the night, even the whole of today! =)
Su Ann can't stop smiling.
Cute giant microbes.(Red one: Streptoccous --> Sorethroat)
(Purple one: EBV --> Kissing disease)
(Brown: Shigella --> Stomachache)
(Blue: Rhinovirus -->The common cold)
(Yellow: Bordetella pertussis --> Whopping cough)
(Light green: Orthomyxovirus --> Flu)
(Darker green: Porphorymonas gingivalis --> Bad breath)
Friday, June 02, 2006
An Evening at the Park
The weather yesterday was superb! It was the first time in the whole year that the temperature rose up to as high as 21 deg C!! It was warm, and the sun was shining brighty. My housemates and I could not resist the good weather outside. So we decided to walk to the park nearby our house.
At the park, we sat down on the bench and had a wee chat. Then we started to jog around it. I am happy to say that I almost met my target for the day, which was to jog 3 rounds (I managed 2.5 rounds). After months and months of cold weather, being able to have the sun burn my skin for awhile was really a great feeling. At least (and I hope) the sun has managed to make me less white. keke.
Next, we made our way up to the Mills Observatory (which is a mini planetarium on the hill). We managed to take a few photos, and joked around. It was fun. We decided to walk down the other end of the hill to make our way home. So in the end, we actually did quite alot of walking. Peeking at my brand new pedometer (which I just received a few days ago), I walked about 12088 steps yesterday!! hehe. I dunno whether that is alot or not, but I am just one of those people who gets so excited with all these teeny weeny gadgety things. haha.
The day ended with a nice dinner (fried meehoon tomyam style). And I spent the night watching the last episode of season 3 of "The O.C." Could not really sleep. For the past few nights, I was knocked out by 10pm. But last night, I did not sleep till 1 something. Probably coz my endorphin levels were markedly elevated. It was a fantastic day.
My housemates and I clowning around at the Mills Observatory.
At the park, we sat down on the bench and had a wee chat. Then we started to jog around it. I am happy to say that I almost met my target for the day, which was to jog 3 rounds (I managed 2.5 rounds). After months and months of cold weather, being able to have the sun burn my skin for awhile was really a great feeling. At least (and I hope) the sun has managed to make me less white. keke.
Next, we made our way up to the Mills Observatory (which is a mini planetarium on the hill). We managed to take a few photos, and joked around. It was fun. We decided to walk down the other end of the hill to make our way home. So in the end, we actually did quite alot of walking. Peeking at my brand new pedometer (which I just received a few days ago), I walked about 12088 steps yesterday!! hehe. I dunno whether that is alot or not, but I am just one of those people who gets so excited with all these teeny weeny gadgety things. haha.
The day ended with a nice dinner (fried meehoon tomyam style). And I spent the night watching the last episode of season 3 of "The O.C." Could not really sleep. For the past few nights, I was knocked out by 10pm. But last night, I did not sleep till 1 something. Probably coz my endorphin levels were markedly elevated. It was a fantastic day.
My housemates and I clowning around at the Mills Observatory.Thursday, June 01, 2006
A Different Kind of Stress
There are so many types of STRESS in life:
--> study stress (will i pass or fail?)
--> work stress (so much to do, so little time...I can't meet the deadline)
--> family stress (why does mum/dad have to do this to me?)
--> relationship stress (does he/she love me?)
--> finding accomodation stress (I can't find a decent room to rent!! argh!!)
--> friend stress (why is she not talking to me? why does she have to lie to me?)
--> holiday stress (hmm...I hope I have booked everything correctly. Did I bring my passport?)
Everyone hates stress, I'm sure. I doubt that no one has not faced any stress before in their life, except, probably a newborn baby. I hate stress, I really do. Some stress are tolerable, some are not, and it will worry you for quite awhile.
I have highlighted many times that "Life is Tough." And it is true! Although I have finished my exams, now I am stressed out with other things, which may not be as critical as passing my finals. But these wee things are capable of making me quite stressed up as well.
For eg, I am going to work in Glasgow. I have not found an afforable room to rent yet. Everthing in Glasgow is double the price here in Dundee. (ok ok I know I should not complain since I was the one who decided to apply for jobs there anyway). And yeap, I am abit particular. I do not like sharing toilet with strangers. So I am looking for an ensuite room. There are not many rooms like this out in Glasgow. sigh. I have just about 1 month left to find a room and it is stressful! why? Coz I am not in Glasgow to hunt for rooms and I hardly know the area around there well enough. So it is difficult = STRESS.
Relationship is a very stressful thing as well. I love you, and you love me, we both get together and pak tow lo! Sounds easy eh? But heck, it isn't. Well, maybe for some of you it is as simple as ABC. I would not say that I am very experienced in relationships. But from what I have went through so far, I think it is very complicated. I have different ideas and opinions which my partner do not seem to be able to comprehend. Neither am I able to get his ideas and opinions. After endless arguements, we are still not able to come to a compromise. I respect his ideas, but by following his ideas, I am no longer ME. I want freedom to do what I want. (me is not a very sentimental person). I feel that I should achieve something first before settling down. If only, we could find a solution, something that we would need to compromise a little. This is just STRESSFUL.
These 2 examples are TWO different types of stress...which is so different from my exam stress about a week ago. When will I ever be stress free? (just wished I was a small girl again). I doubt I will, because, once I have resolved a particular stress, a new one will appear. I could forsee my new stress, which would be my working life!! argh...it is scary to be the person in charged of another person's life. Just yesterday, my friends and I were asked to react in an emergency situation. Saying and thinking about what we should do is simple, but really, carrying them out is a task! sigh. STRESS!
--> study stress (will i pass or fail?)
--> work stress (so much to do, so little time...I can't meet the deadline)
--> family stress (why does mum/dad have to do this to me?)
--> relationship stress (does he/she love me?)
--> finding accomodation stress (I can't find a decent room to rent!! argh!!)
--> friend stress (why is she not talking to me? why does she have to lie to me?)
--> holiday stress (hmm...I hope I have booked everything correctly. Did I bring my passport?)
Everyone hates stress, I'm sure. I doubt that no one has not faced any stress before in their life, except, probably a newborn baby. I hate stress, I really do. Some stress are tolerable, some are not, and it will worry you for quite awhile.
I have highlighted many times that "Life is Tough." And it is true! Although I have finished my exams, now I am stressed out with other things, which may not be as critical as passing my finals. But these wee things are capable of making me quite stressed up as well.
For eg, I am going to work in Glasgow. I have not found an afforable room to rent yet. Everthing in Glasgow is double the price here in Dundee. (ok ok I know I should not complain since I was the one who decided to apply for jobs there anyway). And yeap, I am abit particular. I do not like sharing toilet with strangers. So I am looking for an ensuite room. There are not many rooms like this out in Glasgow. sigh. I have just about 1 month left to find a room and it is stressful! why? Coz I am not in Glasgow to hunt for rooms and I hardly know the area around there well enough. So it is difficult = STRESS.
Relationship is a very stressful thing as well. I love you, and you love me, we both get together and pak tow lo! Sounds easy eh? But heck, it isn't. Well, maybe for some of you it is as simple as ABC. I would not say that I am very experienced in relationships. But from what I have went through so far, I think it is very complicated. I have different ideas and opinions which my partner do not seem to be able to comprehend. Neither am I able to get his ideas and opinions. After endless arguements, we are still not able to come to a compromise. I respect his ideas, but by following his ideas, I am no longer ME. I want freedom to do what I want. (me is not a very sentimental person). I feel that I should achieve something first before settling down. If only, we could find a solution, something that we would need to compromise a little. This is just STRESSFUL.
These 2 examples are TWO different types of stress...which is so different from my exam stress about a week ago. When will I ever be stress free? (just wished I was a small girl again). I doubt I will, because, once I have resolved a particular stress, a new one will appear. I could forsee my new stress, which would be my working life!! argh...it is scary to be the person in charged of another person's life. Just yesterday, my friends and I were asked to react in an emergency situation. Saying and thinking about what we should do is simple, but really, carrying them out is a task! sigh. STRESS!
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Restless
Ok. It is only 2 days after I have passed my finals. But I am seriously bored!
For the past few weeks, I have been spending most of my time reading, studying and completing assignments. Before I sat for my exams, my brain kept on wandering away from the topics I was reading on (Addison's disease, outcome 9, audit, etc) to the various things I want to do after the exam (shopping, read chick books). "Stop thinking...and concentrate." That was what I told myself.
Now that exams are over. My brain shouts "Yippee!! You are free now! Push those adrenal glands away, no more outcomes, go do anything you want." Sounds pretty easy eh? But heck, it is no easy task.
Every morning, I wake up thinking of what I should do for the day. To make matters worse, the sun rises as early as 5 am in the morning, and I can't sleep for longer even if I want to. The sun was just too bright. I went for a jog, shower, ate bfast. I really took my time through all those..and the clock only showed it was 8am! urgh...why is the time passing so slowly?? Ok nevermind. So I went to read the newspapers, did some pointless surfing....and looked at the time again...only 10am?? sigh. Shopping? done that, but there was nothing to buy. Read chick books? not in the right mood to do so yet. Study and prepare for work? No way I am going to pick up my Oxford Handbook to read (at least not now)!
I guess the problem is before exams, all I did was sit down, study and study. And once when I do not need to do that, my life suddenly feels awkwardly free. Ok ok...I know many of you are still studying for your finals and wished that you can be in my position. I shall keep quiet and enjoy my relaxing moment. =)
For the past few weeks, I have been spending most of my time reading, studying and completing assignments. Before I sat for my exams, my brain kept on wandering away from the topics I was reading on (Addison's disease, outcome 9, audit, etc) to the various things I want to do after the exam (shopping, read chick books). "Stop thinking...and concentrate." That was what I told myself.
Now that exams are over. My brain shouts "Yippee!! You are free now! Push those adrenal glands away, no more outcomes, go do anything you want." Sounds pretty easy eh? But heck, it is no easy task.
Every morning, I wake up thinking of what I should do for the day. To make matters worse, the sun rises as early as 5 am in the morning, and I can't sleep for longer even if I want to. The sun was just too bright. I went for a jog, shower, ate bfast. I really took my time through all those..and the clock only showed it was 8am! urgh...why is the time passing so slowly?? Ok nevermind. So I went to read the newspapers, did some pointless surfing....and looked at the time again...only 10am?? sigh. Shopping? done that, but there was nothing to buy. Read chick books? not in the right mood to do so yet. Study and prepare for work? No way I am going to pick up my Oxford Handbook to read (at least not now)!
I guess the problem is before exams, all I did was sit down, study and study. And once when I do not need to do that, my life suddenly feels awkwardly free. Ok ok...I know many of you are still studying for your finals and wished that you can be in my position. I shall keep quiet and enjoy my relaxing moment. =)
Friday, May 26, 2006
No Longer An Undergraduate
Yeap, you did not read that wrongly. I am NO LONGER an undergraduate! I have my MBChB finally!! yiippeee!!!! =P
I sat for my Final Viva exam yesterday. The days leading to "D-Day" of exam and during the exam itself, were no doubt, frightening and stressful. Everyday, my heart starts to pump hard, butterflies fly around my tummy, both fingers and toes turn icy cold, loss appetite to eat..etc..etc... I am sure you guys have experienced these before. But I think this time, my stress level has received a place in the "Saw Ling Book of Record", as the highest stress level in my life.
Even after the exam, the agony while waiting for my results was stressful too. It was such a tremendous relief the moment I saw my name in the pass list on the board. I was so happy until tears of joy just started to roll down my cheeks. Come to think of it, 5 years of medical school just passed rather quickly...it was not easy, and yes, I have finally made it to the end. All my hardwork, and my parent's money have paid off. Thanks mum n dad!
The good thing is I can now support myself. My parents do not need to give me pocket money anymore. They can sit down and relax. And I can buy anything I want without feeling the guilt!
As for now, I shall enjoy my break till August, which is when I start to work. Should I travel somewhere? hmm...ok, let me plan me holiday! =)
I sat for my Final Viva exam yesterday. The days leading to "D-Day" of exam and during the exam itself, were no doubt, frightening and stressful. Everyday, my heart starts to pump hard, butterflies fly around my tummy, both fingers and toes turn icy cold, loss appetite to eat..etc..etc... I am sure you guys have experienced these before. But I think this time, my stress level has received a place in the "Saw Ling Book of Record", as the highest stress level in my life.
Even after the exam, the agony while waiting for my results was stressful too. It was such a tremendous relief the moment I saw my name in the pass list on the board. I was so happy until tears of joy just started to roll down my cheeks. Come to think of it, 5 years of medical school just passed rather quickly...it was not easy, and yes, I have finally made it to the end. All my hardwork, and my parent's money have paid off. Thanks mum n dad!
The good thing is I can now support myself. My parents do not need to give me pocket money anymore. They can sit down and relax. And I can buy anything I want without feeling the guilt!
As for now, I shall enjoy my break till August, which is when I start to work. Should I travel somewhere? hmm...ok, let me plan me holiday! =)
Saturday, May 20, 2006
What's My Age Again?
As I was walking along the pathway outside my house, the neighbour's kids approached me. There were 3 of them at that time, all still in primary school. We had a short conversation.
All Gals: Hi!
Me: Hello
Gal 01: How old are you?
Me: How old do you think I am?
Gal 01: 20?
(I shook my head)
Gal 02: 21?
Me: Nope. I'm 23.
Gal 02 (was speaking to her friend): She looks like she's 12 years old.
Me: Awww....that's sweet. (smiling to myself)
=) It is amazing how young people think I am over here. This was not my first experience of someone saying that I looked younger than my age. A few of the patients I spoke to always commented that I looked like I am 15 or 16. (Don't mean to brag bout myself) But, I think it is because the Caucasians generally look more mature for their age. Most of my fellow students in my year are 22 years old, and they do look like they are over 25. Or maybe it is because I am short (I'm surely taller than 5 ft). Whatever. Not important.
But, I shall thank my M'sian genes for making me look youthful la! =P
All Gals: Hi!
Me: Hello
Gal 01: How old are you?
Me: How old do you think I am?
Gal 01: 20?
(I shook my head)
Gal 02: 21?
Me: Nope. I'm 23.
Gal 02 (was speaking to her friend): She looks like she's 12 years old.
Me: Awww....that's sweet. (smiling to myself)
=) It is amazing how young people think I am over here. This was not my first experience of someone saying that I looked younger than my age. A few of the patients I spoke to always commented that I looked like I am 15 or 16. (Don't mean to brag bout myself) But, I think it is because the Caucasians generally look more mature for their age. Most of my fellow students in my year are 22 years old, and they do look like they are over 25. Or maybe it is because I am short (I'm surely taller than 5 ft). Whatever. Not important.
But, I shall thank my M'sian genes for making me look youthful la! =P
Friday, May 19, 2006
Flowers
ahhh...flowers, I just can't get enough of them. I think eversince I came to UK, I have began to really (I mean, REALLY) appreciate flowers. I have never taken these many pictures of flowers in my life so far. =) hehe... Flowers are pretty (so many colours) , bold (stand up tall all by themselves) yet innocent (they just bloom when the time is right).
Today, my housemates and I had a little photo taking session at a wee garden near our house. Every year, they seem to plant tulips of different colours. =) It was such a lovely day at that time, the sun was shining brightly. Lucky for us, we managed to snap our photos before the dark clouds came rushing in, blocking away the pretty sunlight. It eventually rained quite heavily later in the evening. This sort of made the day turned gloomy. Oh well, whatever it is, flowers certainly made me happy today!!
Today, my housemates and I had a little photo taking session at a wee garden near our house. Every year, they seem to plant tulips of different colours. =) It was such a lovely day at that time, the sun was shining brightly. Lucky for us, we managed to snap our photos before the dark clouds came rushing in, blocking away the pretty sunlight. It eventually rained quite heavily later in the evening. This sort of made the day turned gloomy. Oh well, whatever it is, flowers certainly made me happy today!!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Summer is Coming!!
Yeap...summer is looming in! Look at the cherry blossoms shedding off their last petals... =) It was a really pretty view this morning after I went for my jog. The petals basically covered the whole road. Unfortunately, sad to say, the sun has been rather shy this week. She has been hiding behind the clothes most of the time and allowing the clouds to cry almost everyday!! The day started off pretty well, with bright sunny sunshine, but, now, the dark clouds are fast covering the sky. sigh...hope it doesn't rain.Anyway, here are some a few more pics I took this morning. Was kinda getting crazy studying for my exams (although I have to admit I haven't been particularly hardworking). But enjoy the pretty pics.
Pretty Red Tulips
Yellow/Red Tulips
Pink Tulip
Purple/Yellow TulipMonday, May 15, 2006
Lazy Weekend
The weekend has just passed by quickly. I have recovered from my sleep deprivation. Slept early during the weekend, had my morning jogs to help me release endorphins and improve my fitness level.
Oh, did I mention I spent both Saturday and Sunday watching Australia's Next Top Model (Season1). The telly was showing 4 episodes in a row on both days. I didn't really want to watch, but in the end, got hooked up with it bcoz I didnt know how to prepare myself for my exam. Sounds weird doesnt? But, I really have to sit down and think, what sort of questions they are going to shoot at me. There is no way I could read everything in my portfolio...hmm....tough tough.
Anyway, back to the model show, it was really interesting...you could actually see and experience all the bitchiness among them. hehe. And they actually learned quite alot of things, like eating etiquette, dressing, make up, and all had to go for a bikini wax!! hehe.. it was funny to see them cursing out loud when the person ripped off their hair.....poor ppl.
On Saturday nite, I was too sleepy to do any work (still havent recovered yet at that time). My housemate bought a DVD, called "Just Like Heaven". The show starred Reese Witherspoon, who looked so pretty in the movie. She played the role of a doctor. She has never experienced love ever so far. Suddenly, she was involved in a RTA (opps..sorry, it means Road Traffic Accident) and ended up in a coma. Her spirit left her body and could only be seen by one particular guy. Love started to bloom between both of them. When she finally woke up, she couldnt remember him. This part was quite sad. But, eventually, they both finally got together..You really gotta watch the movie coz I didnt describe it fully here. It made me laugh, and it made me cry!! Highly recommended.
So, today, I am back to full swing (hopefully!!). But I sort of lost my mood this morning...so hope I'll regain it back soon...otherwise, I wouldnt be able to get my work done.
Have a good week ahead everyone!
Oh, did I mention I spent both Saturday and Sunday watching Australia's Next Top Model (Season1). The telly was showing 4 episodes in a row on both days. I didn't really want to watch, but in the end, got hooked up with it bcoz I didnt know how to prepare myself for my exam. Sounds weird doesnt? But, I really have to sit down and think, what sort of questions they are going to shoot at me. There is no way I could read everything in my portfolio...hmm....tough tough.
Anyway, back to the model show, it was really interesting...you could actually see and experience all the bitchiness among them. hehe. And they actually learned quite alot of things, like eating etiquette, dressing, make up, and all had to go for a bikini wax!! hehe.. it was funny to see them cursing out loud when the person ripped off their hair.....poor ppl.
On Saturday nite, I was too sleepy to do any work (still havent recovered yet at that time). My housemate bought a DVD, called "Just Like Heaven". The show starred Reese Witherspoon, who looked so pretty in the movie. She played the role of a doctor. She has never experienced love ever so far. Suddenly, she was involved in a RTA (opps..sorry, it means Road Traffic Accident) and ended up in a coma. Her spirit left her body and could only be seen by one particular guy. Love started to bloom between both of them. When she finally woke up, she couldnt remember him. This part was quite sad. But, eventually, they both finally got together..You really gotta watch the movie coz I didnt describe it fully here. It made me laugh, and it made me cry!! Highly recommended.
So, today, I am back to full swing (hopefully!!). But I sort of lost my mood this morning...so hope I'll regain it back soon...otherwise, I wouldnt be able to get my work done.
Have a good week ahead everyone!
Friday, May 12, 2006
41 Hours 21 mins of Consciousness
My deadline to hand in my work was yesterday at 1pm. I rushed and struggled to finish my work... it was to write 12 pages worth of reflection on my progress throughout my years as a student. I had no choice but to burn the midnight oil to finish the work. Here is a brief idea of what I did.
Thursday
0500 woke up
0530 started to edit my work on the computer
0830 hungry, decided to eat some cereal
0845 resumed my work
1400 lunch
1420 resumed my work again, planned to finish everything by 6pm
1800 work not completed
1930 went to uni to print out some stuff
2030 decided to go home bcoz the idiot colour printer did not want to print
2045 gulped all my food (microwaved chicken tikka masala), and started work again
Friday
0000 needed my caffeine boost...had a cup of cappuccino
0500 still struggling to finish up the last few pages
0600 urgghhh...why can't i finish this work!!!
0800 stomach was growling...very hungry..had not had anything to eat since dinner....but I did not have the time to even walk to the kitchen to get some food, or to drink water..
1000 finally finished the typing..now I have to print out the headings for my folder...
1030 still no time to drink water, was too absorbed in printing, drawing boxes and cutting the headings...my hunger pangs have gone
1100 began arranging everything into place..pasting the headings onto the right dividers, and also printing out some of my work to include into the folder...still no time to drink water...
1200 realised that I needed to print out those coloured pages...decided to screw the colour coz I wouldnt have the time to use the printer in the uni. so, I decided to use my black n white printer instead...hmmm..turned out ugly..but nevermind.
1230 30 mins to deadline....began to write down the contents...there were 20 headings..gotta rush. oh..just remembered I forgot to print out the front cover with my name, ID no..
SHIT!!
1245 finally completed everything, changed into proper clothes (was still in my pyjamas) n left to hand in my folder. was thirsty...but again, no time to drink water.
1250 arrived at the uni (quite fast eh? coz I ran, i would usually take about 10mins with a leisure walk). my throat was so dry...as in REALLY REALLY DRY...it was even difficult to swallow my salive...then, I thought, hmm...I sitll have 10 mins left...maybe I should try my luck with the colour printer.
1255 yay!! I managed to print my 2 coloured graphs...was quite happy, but I realised that the colour didnt turn out as nice...probably the ink was low or something..but hey, nevermind, at least they looked better than the black n white graphs!
1300 reached the office to hand in my stuff...was glad to see that I was not late bcoz there was quite a queue, everyone waiting to hand in their work as well.
1315 ahh....done and dusted...wasnt too happy with my work..coz i didnt have the time to read over again..
1330 arrived back home, saw my friends waiting for me for lunch (their deadline was an hour earlier than mine). AAahhh...finally, my first sip of water!!!!
1400 had lunch at a nice pub, decided to hang out at in the shopping mall..was looking for a
nice coat to wear for my oral exam.
1700 discovered a nice coat in Zara..but no size. sigh. was told that new stock may or may not arrive in the next week..so maybe i'll try again.
1730 everyone was in need of caffeine..ended up in starbucks for some drinks. They have new concoction of drinks, like Banana caramel and Java chips (both are frappuccinos). I decided to try Java chips (which has coffee, choc, choc chips..something like Rhumba). It was really good....so thick and just the right degree of bitterness!! I thought the Rhumba was too sweet.
1830 left the city centre and took the bus back to home.
1900 home at last. realised my room was in a terrible state of mess...papers everywhere on the floor, the leftover cuttings all over the place, books here n there.
2030 It is American Idol time!!! had poopcorn too while watching.
2200 very sleepy..couldnt open my eyes, but decided to give my mum a ring (coz i told her i didnt have the time to chat with her yesterday)
2220 fell asleep while speaking to her...sorry mum!
2221 ZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzzz
By the end of the day, my eyes were straining and aching, my muscles were tensed and I think I have permanently developed Carpal Tunnel Syndrome in my right arm. SIGH. Such "fun" life I have!
Thursday
0500 woke up
0530 started to edit my work on the computer
0830 hungry, decided to eat some cereal
0845 resumed my work
1400 lunch
1420 resumed my work again, planned to finish everything by 6pm
1800 work not completed
1930 went to uni to print out some stuff
2030 decided to go home bcoz the idiot colour printer did not want to print
2045 gulped all my food (microwaved chicken tikka masala), and started work again
Friday
0000 needed my caffeine boost...had a cup of cappuccino
0500 still struggling to finish up the last few pages
0600 urgghhh...why can't i finish this work!!!
0800 stomach was growling...very hungry..had not had anything to eat since dinner....but I did not have the time to even walk to the kitchen to get some food, or to drink water..
1000 finally finished the typing..now I have to print out the headings for my folder...
1030 still no time to drink water, was too absorbed in printing, drawing boxes and cutting the headings...my hunger pangs have gone
1100 began arranging everything into place..pasting the headings onto the right dividers, and also printing out some of my work to include into the folder...still no time to drink water...
1200 realised that I needed to print out those coloured pages...decided to screw the colour coz I wouldnt have the time to use the printer in the uni. so, I decided to use my black n white printer instead...hmmm..turned out ugly..but nevermind.
1230 30 mins to deadline....began to write down the contents...there were 20 headings..gotta rush. oh..just remembered I forgot to print out the front cover with my name, ID no..
SHIT!!
1245 finally completed everything, changed into proper clothes (was still in my pyjamas) n left to hand in my folder. was thirsty...but again, no time to drink water.
1250 arrived at the uni (quite fast eh? coz I ran, i would usually take about 10mins with a leisure walk). my throat was so dry...as in REALLY REALLY DRY...it was even difficult to swallow my salive...then, I thought, hmm...I sitll have 10 mins left...maybe I should try my luck with the colour printer.
1255 yay!! I managed to print my 2 coloured graphs...was quite happy, but I realised that the colour didnt turn out as nice...probably the ink was low or something..but hey, nevermind, at least they looked better than the black n white graphs!
1300 reached the office to hand in my stuff...was glad to see that I was not late bcoz there was quite a queue, everyone waiting to hand in their work as well.
1315 ahh....done and dusted...wasnt too happy with my work..coz i didnt have the time to read over again..
1330 arrived back home, saw my friends waiting for me for lunch (their deadline was an hour earlier than mine). AAahhh...finally, my first sip of water!!!!
1400 had lunch at a nice pub, decided to hang out at in the shopping mall..was looking for a
nice coat to wear for my oral exam.
1700 discovered a nice coat in Zara..but no size. sigh. was told that new stock may or may not arrive in the next week..so maybe i'll try again.
1730 everyone was in need of caffeine..ended up in starbucks for some drinks. They have new concoction of drinks, like Banana caramel and Java chips (both are frappuccinos). I decided to try Java chips (which has coffee, choc, choc chips..something like Rhumba). It was really good....so thick and just the right degree of bitterness!! I thought the Rhumba was too sweet.
1830 left the city centre and took the bus back to home.
1900 home at last. realised my room was in a terrible state of mess...papers everywhere on the floor, the leftover cuttings all over the place, books here n there.
2030 It is American Idol time!!! had poopcorn too while watching.
2200 very sleepy..couldnt open my eyes, but decided to give my mum a ring (coz i told her i didnt have the time to chat with her yesterday)
2220 fell asleep while speaking to her...sorry mum!
2221 ZZZzzzzZZZZZzzzzzz
By the end of the day, my eyes were straining and aching, my muscles were tensed and I think I have permanently developed Carpal Tunnel Syndrome in my right arm. SIGH. Such "fun" life I have!
Monday, May 01, 2006
Life is Tough
The flowers are blooming,
The birds are chirping,
The sun is shinning,
But my heart is yearning.
I yearn for someone to care,
I yearn for someone to love,
I yearn for someone to cuddle,
I yearn for someone unreachable.
When I sit down to eat,
When I sit down to drink,
When I look outside the window,
All I can think of is you.
I have lost my beam of support,
I have lost my source of happiness,
I have lost my dreams,
I have lost you.
Dreams are not just dreams,
Dreams are something to look forward to,
Dreams are meant to be shared with someone you love,
But when dreams don't meet, that's when everything falls apart.
I've never told you a lie,
I've never want to break your heart,
I've never felt this miserable in my life,
But I know, whatever I do, I will never win you back.
Pls forgive me for sounding so sad...but this is the state I'm in now.
Hope all of you will find someone who loves and cares for you.
And remember, when you have, treasure the person like gold.
Dun ever let he/she slip out of your hands, bcoz you'll never be able to get the person back. It's like finding a needle in the sea.
Life is always tough, remember that.
As for now, I shall use all my energy and strength to be happy. Dun worry, I'll be fine.
The birds are chirping,
The sun is shinning,
But my heart is yearning.
I yearn for someone to care,
I yearn for someone to love,
I yearn for someone to cuddle,
I yearn for someone unreachable.
When I sit down to eat,
When I sit down to drink,
When I look outside the window,
All I can think of is you.
I have lost my beam of support,
I have lost my source of happiness,
I have lost my dreams,
I have lost you.
Dreams are not just dreams,
Dreams are something to look forward to,
Dreams are meant to be shared with someone you love,
But when dreams don't meet, that's when everything falls apart.
I've never told you a lie,
I've never want to break your heart,
I've never felt this miserable in my life,
But I know, whatever I do, I will never win you back.
Pls forgive me for sounding so sad...but this is the state I'm in now.
Hope all of you will find someone who loves and cares for you.
And remember, when you have, treasure the person like gold.
Dun ever let he/she slip out of your hands, bcoz you'll never be able to get the person back. It's like finding a needle in the sea.
Life is always tough, remember that.
As for now, I shall use all my energy and strength to be happy. Dun worry, I'll be fine.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Have you ever really loved a woman?
hmm...does the title sound familiar to you? Well, yes, it is the famous song by Bryan Adams. I was watching American Idol just a few minutes ago, and one of the singers was belting this song out..and it reminded me of how nice the tune was. So here I am, humming the tune for you! pls bear with me...I thought the song was kinda meaningful as well, after having looked at the lyrics more carefully...
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
- Bryan Adams
To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
- Bryan Adams
Friday, April 28, 2006
F**king annoying
sorry...I think I'm becoming more and more vulgar these days...I cant help it though, because everything seems so annoying these days. Anyway, back to the main storyline. I was speaking to a couple just awhile ago. The husband was the one being admitted, and his wife was just accompanying him. I began asking him a few questions about the reasons for his admission. He mentioned a few problems (which started since Feb '05), while my brain was trying to arrange his problems in chronological order. Then, his wife started to fill me in with another information. Then, the husband started to add on more info after that...and they sort of took turns telling me things. My brain was seriously going BONKERS! To make matters worse, I was sitting right in the middle, between the both of them. So use your imagination and think of the situation I was in. Sigh. Eventually, the husband became slightly mad at his wife, who just interrupted what he said a few times. Me, on the other hand, was really trying to piece up the puzzle...it was a complicated case.
oh well, i can only summarise the whole matter into 2 things:
1. I'm getting old, hence, brain is slow to catch and work simultaneously.
2. The couple was just f**king annoying.
Think I'll stick to the latter la...(in denial that i'm old...keke)
HAve a great weekend ppl!
oh well, i can only summarise the whole matter into 2 things:
1. I'm getting old, hence, brain is slow to catch and work simultaneously.
2. The couple was just f**king annoying.
Think I'll stick to the latter la...(in denial that i'm old...keke)
HAve a great weekend ppl!
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Spring is officially here...
Yes, you're right...Spring is here for sure!! Why? because the sun is shinning so brightly everyday, and so many flowers are blooming. The most common flower seen in this period of time is the daffodil.
Daffodils, daffodils, aren't they so pretty?? They come in a few colours; white, yellow and pale yellow. I have never seen a daffodil till I came to UK.As I walk along the pathway near the hospital every morning, I become bewitched by the prettiness of the daffodils. Each and every stalk stands tall, trying to proof that it is the prettiest among all. The sun makes the view even prettier. I love the yellow ones as they just look so beautiful and yellow just sort of uplifts my spirit! haha...anyway, I thought I should share the pretty flowers with you all. So I have included a few pics here. =) enjoy!
Daffodils, daffodils, aren't they so pretty?? They come in a few colours; white, yellow and pale yellow. I have never seen a daffodil till I came to UK.As I walk along the pathway near the hospital every morning, I become bewitched by the prettiness of the daffodils. Each and every stalk stands tall, trying to proof that it is the prettiest among all. The sun makes the view even prettier. I love the yellow ones as they just look so beautiful and yellow just sort of uplifts my spirit! haha...anyway, I thought I should share the pretty flowers with you all. So I have included a few pics here. =) enjoy!
Thursday, April 20, 2006
It's A Bug's Place
It just occurred to me yesterday that the hospital is a "bug place". I am saying this because sick people come in and out of the hospital, carrying loads of bugs with them. You can't really see bugs, but they can certainly see you. They enter your body through your nose, mouth, a cut in your skin, etc...you are especially at risk if you immune system is low.
Yesterday, I was cold, shivering, and my body was aching all over. Having checked my own temperature, I discovered that I developed fever (37.8 deg C). I havent been sick for awhile now (touch wood), so with this onset of fever, I was really feeling uncomfy. But, I still had to force myself to carry on doing my work in the hospital. While doing that, I started to realise what was the cause of my illness. Most patients were basically coughing right at my face as I was speaking to them. I was breathing in all their secretions directly and unconsciously (if you get what I mean)!! It's no wonder I get sick so easily, furthermore, with the stress of having to complete my portfolio for the exams and writing a 12 pg essay on how I progressed based on the 12 curriculum of my medical school, my immune system is certainly plummeting.
Sigh! I'm much better now, having slept from 8.30pm till 6.30am the next day! hehe...very well rested indeed, but feeling extremely guilty now for not doing my work last night. Just cross my fingers that I won't get sick again. If anyone asks me about hospitals, the first thing I would say is, "It's a bug's place."
Yesterday, I was cold, shivering, and my body was aching all over. Having checked my own temperature, I discovered that I developed fever (37.8 deg C). I havent been sick for awhile now (touch wood), so with this onset of fever, I was really feeling uncomfy. But, I still had to force myself to carry on doing my work in the hospital. While doing that, I started to realise what was the cause of my illness. Most patients were basically coughing right at my face as I was speaking to them. I was breathing in all their secretions directly and unconsciously (if you get what I mean)!! It's no wonder I get sick so easily, furthermore, with the stress of having to complete my portfolio for the exams and writing a 12 pg essay on how I progressed based on the 12 curriculum of my medical school, my immune system is certainly plummeting.
Sigh! I'm much better now, having slept from 8.30pm till 6.30am the next day! hehe...very well rested indeed, but feeling extremely guilty now for not doing my work last night. Just cross my fingers that I won't get sick again. If anyone asks me about hospitals, the first thing I would say is, "It's a bug's place."
Friday, April 14, 2006
What the %^*#@ is wrong with these people?
Urgghhh....yes...that the hell is wrong with these people??
Today has been a rather annoying day because of 2 people.
Person no. 1: I was sleeping soundly in my cold bed when my flatmate came home after a night out at about 5am, slamming the entrance door shut. BAANNGGG!!!! I woke up...saw the clock...it was 4.30am...closed my eyes and went back to bed. Not too long after that, another loud BANG followed by loud footsteps. I opened my eyes again. wtf. I cursed abit and went back to sleep. Awhile later, I heard the sound of a door creaking open, and heard the loud blaring dance music in the background. wtf wtf wtf...it was about 5.15am at that time. URGGHH!!! what is wrong with her? I woke up so many times ....and mind you, this didnt end till 7am...and I didnt get enough quality sleep.
Person no. 2: I know today is a public holiday, Good Friday. I know we students are not required to go to the hospital...but hey, I was on call the day before, and it is important for me to go for the ward round today. Anyway, this particular doctor asked me, "so wat are u doing here? isnt a holiday?" I replied, "yeah, it is. but i just wanted to attend the post-oncall ward round." She replied, "Oh come on, this is a public holiday. Dun be stupid gal." My oh my, I was quite offended. Who are you to tell me I'm being stupid? wtf.
I have no idea what is wrong with these people. Why cant person no. 1 be more considerate by closing the door gently and turning on the radio softly?? I mean it was so early in the morning. I need my rest. As for person no. 2, excuse me, pls give me a break. If i choose to spend my public holiday like that, it is entirely up to me....pls mind your own business. And you have no right to call me stupid. urgghhh....
Today has been a rather annoying day because of 2 people.
Person no. 1: I was sleeping soundly in my cold bed when my flatmate came home after a night out at about 5am, slamming the entrance door shut. BAANNGGG!!!! I woke up...saw the clock...it was 4.30am...closed my eyes and went back to bed. Not too long after that, another loud BANG followed by loud footsteps. I opened my eyes again. wtf. I cursed abit and went back to sleep. Awhile later, I heard the sound of a door creaking open, and heard the loud blaring dance music in the background. wtf wtf wtf...it was about 5.15am at that time. URGGHH!!! what is wrong with her? I woke up so many times ....and mind you, this didnt end till 7am...and I didnt get enough quality sleep.
Person no. 2: I know today is a public holiday, Good Friday. I know we students are not required to go to the hospital...but hey, I was on call the day before, and it is important for me to go for the ward round today. Anyway, this particular doctor asked me, "so wat are u doing here? isnt a holiday?" I replied, "yeah, it is. but i just wanted to attend the post-oncall ward round." She replied, "Oh come on, this is a public holiday. Dun be stupid gal." My oh my, I was quite offended. Who are you to tell me I'm being stupid? wtf.
I have no idea what is wrong with these people. Why cant person no. 1 be more considerate by closing the door gently and turning on the radio softly?? I mean it was so early in the morning. I need my rest. As for person no. 2, excuse me, pls give me a break. If i choose to spend my public holiday like that, it is entirely up to me....pls mind your own business. And you have no right to call me stupid. urgghhh....
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
yyyaawwwnnn
Gosh. I've never been this bored in my life (ok..i know, its a bit exaggerated..but honestly, i was super bored). I'm currently attached to a certain team in the hospital..and boy, there is only ONE patient under the team's care.
so..basically, there is really NOTHING AT ALL for me to do in the hospital! Well, occasional blood taking and ward round..and thats it.
sigh..i'm so so so bored....arrghhh.....
well, i guess the free time is good in the sense that I get to leave earlier to go home...which is a plus point, since i'm travelling to the hospital everyday.
I really hope the week will get better! wish me luck!
so..basically, there is really NOTHING AT ALL for me to do in the hospital! Well, occasional blood taking and ward round..and thats it.
sigh..i'm so so so bored....arrghhh.....
well, i guess the free time is good in the sense that I get to leave earlier to go home...which is a plus point, since i'm travelling to the hospital everyday.
I really hope the week will get better! wish me luck!
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Time flies...
One week has gone...in a breeze...
Life is so mean to us all. Once you start to enjoy yourself, time just moves so fast. But when you are busy with work, it just moves like a snail! how typical, eh?
Today is the last day of my one week easter break. I really did have loads of fun and really used the time up to the max. My friends and I visited a castle, went to St. Andrews and watched a movie. Have to admit that we sort of became a glutton for a week! hehe... tried a few new restaurants..and really ate alot... moreover, today, we are going to make our own Mexican lunch!!
We watched Ice Age 2 the other day. It was excellent! The whole show was so funny throughout. My friends and I were laughing so loud..I guess the other younger kids couldn't really catch the joke. =P
Apart from the holiday, I am proud to say, I did some work as well. I've finally managed to complete the HAI Cleanliness Champion book!! ahh..such a relief..coz it was really a pain in the neck...If you're from Uni of Dundee, you'll get what I mean. It was basically asking you to read about the many ways to prevent infection in the hospital setting, and create a few action plans to improve the way things are in the hospital....waste of time!! And it is compulsory to complete, otherwise, I think I wont be able to graduate!!
okok...I shall enjoy the last day of my holiday..after this, it will be hard work till after my exams!
Hope you guys will have a great week ahead! =)
Life is so mean to us all. Once you start to enjoy yourself, time just moves so fast. But when you are busy with work, it just moves like a snail! how typical, eh?
Today is the last day of my one week easter break. I really did have loads of fun and really used the time up to the max. My friends and I visited a castle, went to St. Andrews and watched a movie. Have to admit that we sort of became a glutton for a week! hehe... tried a few new restaurants..and really ate alot... moreover, today, we are going to make our own Mexican lunch!!
We watched Ice Age 2 the other day. It was excellent! The whole show was so funny throughout. My friends and I were laughing so loud..I guess the other younger kids couldn't really catch the joke. =P
Apart from the holiday, I am proud to say, I did some work as well. I've finally managed to complete the HAI Cleanliness Champion book!! ahh..such a relief..coz it was really a pain in the neck...If you're from Uni of Dundee, you'll get what I mean. It was basically asking you to read about the many ways to prevent infection in the hospital setting, and create a few action plans to improve the way things are in the hospital....waste of time!! And it is compulsory to complete, otherwise, I think I wont be able to graduate!!
okok...I shall enjoy the last day of my holiday..after this, it will be hard work till after my exams!
Hope you guys will have a great week ahead! =)
Thursday, April 06, 2006
St. Andrews
Yesterday, my friends and I decided to visit St. Andrews, well-known for its prestigious golf course. The weather was not sunny enough and the wind was very strong and chilly...but we survived the whole day without rain! yay!!
We visited a couple of places, like the Golf Course, museum, beach, the botanic garden...it was fun and enjoyable but tiring. We also enjoyed the famous ice cream shop there...it was fantastic. :) nothing much to type..so i'll just include a few pics here.
Pic 1: at the beach.
Pic 2: a flower that resembles a goldfish.
Pic 3: The Cactus farm.
Pic 4: The Botanic Garden.
Pic 5: Unique flowers.
Pic 6: The famous golf course.
We visited a couple of places, like the Golf Course, museum, beach, the botanic garden...it was fun and enjoyable but tiring. We also enjoyed the famous ice cream shop there...it was fantastic. :) nothing much to type..so i'll just include a few pics here.
Pic 1: at the beach.
Pic 2: a flower that resembles a goldfish.
Pic 3: The Cactus farm.
Pic 4: The Botanic Garden.
Pic 5: Unique flowers.
Pic 6: The famous golf course.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Happy Birthday Sze!
It was my housemate's birthday on Thursday. I left Glasgow that day for good as well, finished my block there, finally! And it marks the start of our one week Easter break.
Anyway, back to Sze's birthday, my friends and I had decided to give her a suprise birthday cake. So the guys bought a nice yummy Thornton's cake (pic 1). We crept quietly to her room and knocked on her door, and sang the birthday song. hehe..it was fun and Sze blushed!!
She also bought a cake to treat us all. The cake is so adorable. It was actually an Easter cake, called The Easter Chick cake (pic 2). The outer shell is made of icing sugar while the inside is a light vanilla sponge cake filled with raspberry jam in the middle. We gobbled down more than half of the cake. And someone decided to be mean to the chick(pic 3). =)
Anyway, back to Sze's birthday, my friends and I had decided to give her a suprise birthday cake. So the guys bought a nice yummy Thornton's cake (pic 1). We crept quietly to her room and knocked on her door, and sang the birthday song. hehe..it was fun and Sze blushed!!
She also bought a cake to treat us all. The cake is so adorable. It was actually an Easter cake, called The Easter Chick cake (pic 2). The outer shell is made of icing sugar while the inside is a light vanilla sponge cake filled with raspberry jam in the middle. We gobbled down more than half of the cake. And someone decided to be mean to the chick(pic 3). =)
Bday Pics
Pic 1: The Thornton's Bday Cake.
Pic 2: The Easter Chick Cake.
Pic 3: Who murdered the poor chick??
Pic 4: Enjoying the cake.
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